If you’re here right now, something is already resonating.
You might be an entrepreneur, artist, public figure, or high-achiever looking for your own metamorphosis.
You might be a trauma survivor, have anxiety, or just done with suffering.
You might be a seeker or ALL of the above — like me.
My story begins just like yours, with the story I was born into.
Starts in Chiang Mai, Thailand. I know… a Latina from Thailand. I’m what they call a “third-country kid.” My dad’s career had us globetrotting to a different country every 3-4 years. Me, resilient? In spades! I basically shape-shifted into the cultures I lived in, all along feeling like an outsider. Whether here or there, I knew the duality of how to quickly become popular and successful, as well as the deep loneliness of still feeling invisible. Alas, this two-faced defense mechanism was hard to let go.
Do you recognize this feeling? That “where do I truly belong?” shadow. The “I’ll do anything to be loved and then not love myself” conundrum. If you’ve ever shopped around for your identity, you get it.
Volume 1 – the story I inherited – gave rise to all the seeds for Dynamic R-Evolution: my BFF’s were my journal and my voracious reading; my fuel source was my desperate longing to be loved; my charming, parentified maturity masked my shame-filled need for protection; my night talks with my guardian angel pre-paved my spiritual journey; my crush on Bruce Lee ignited my urge for colorful, collaborative prowess; my embarrassed chubbiness was the invitation to engage my body; and my 10-feet-deep-buried-into-my-unconscious trauma made me a passionate seeker of all things healing.
This was all unconscious, by the way. At the time, I didn’t even know I had trauma, I just thought I was “nervous”. Psychedelic psychotherapy would gently reveal all the details of it decades later. I’m not alone in sensing the evasive blind spot trauma disguises as toxicity, addictions, desperation, and overachievement. There’s a wave of people right now massively discovering and shedding their trauma all over the planet.
Like for many of us, my Volume 1 was one big ancestral stew — a “sancocho”— of abandonment fears, chaos patterns, separation anxiety, C-PTSD, all mixed in with play, learnings, love, care, and connections. “Más que un sancocho, un merengue.”
Volume 1 was my unconscious, inherited life.
I was homesick. . . homesick for me. I began my bumpy journey home. . . home to me.
Was my awakening – rather erupting – sleeping volcano and it wasn’t pretty! It’s what I call “the bridge and tunnel work”, i.e., the gooey deep dives into my unconscious.
My roaring 20’s were an emotional stock market for sure — up and down, up and down! Yes, the crashes were brutal, but the returns were high; they led me to the study of multiple spiritualities, 12-step programs, and depth psychotherapies — the first of many portals that, unbeknownst to me, were incubating my very own Dynamic R-Evolution experience.
My volatile relationships and daily reactiveness’s were the catalysts for my desperate need for self-exploration. They were actually pointing the way. Several panic attacks later, grounding on my knees, and praying in public bathrooms, raised the volume on the internal voice that told me something had to change. I was at my most beautiful, and yet I couldn’t look in the mirror.
It was those moments that crystallized my true organic entrepreneurship: I was literally finding my own pain points and trying to solve them. The high alchemy of turning trauma into greatness, or recognizing the wound as the gift, is the very bedrock of the Dynamic R-Evolution philosophy.
Volume 2 was the identity awakening, a process that is happening all over the planet as we speak. Fast forward to now, I’m standing on the X on the map, and the treasure is me. 💓
And this my friends, is Volume 3. Heaven on Earth living. DynamicSovereignty.
After all my work, after the “ickies”, after transmuting every down into an up, after hours in the library of my unconscious, mentorships, therapists, and healing modalities, I have acquired a Ph.D. on MYSELF.
On most days, I now befriend the shadow. I soothe myself into my body and recognize myself as the conductor of my central nervous system – thank you, breath work. I make love to my soul every morning with trance-like states, affirmation whispers, and images of the quantum field of all possibilities.
Heaven on Earth?! Yup. My life is mostly a threaded series of intentional moments – thank you, mindfulness. I curate it with gratitudes, saying yes deeply, and in all the ways possible, taking responsibility for the connection between my internal and external worlds. I choose to be the favorite version of myself, more than the highest.
Voilá, the birth of the Dynamic R-Evolution curriculum. And there’s more.
No more party-of-one defensiveness. I no longer have to do it alone, so I won’t. Dynamic R-Evolution has resonated with trauma risers, Empaths, Colorful people, and spiritual seekers from all walks of life. It is a community committed to forging adult bonds of secure attachment no matter what Volume 1 gave us. We are meant to do this together.
This is your VIP IN-vitation to co-create this type of Heaven on Earth, here and now. Healing yourSELF, heals us, and the planet. As Ram Dass said, “We’re all walking each other home”.
See you on the IN-side
My self-healing modality: the Dynamic Meditation Method
My multi-tiered curriculum and community: Dynamic R-Evolution
My unique leadership training: The Empath Leader
My black&white, wild-haired, gorgeous sons: John and Chance
Claudia Cauterucci is a psychotherapist, speaker, and author based in Washington, DC.
Photography by Kate Grace Photography